Things That Worry Me and/or Freak Me Out

Robert when he cries.
The thought of being betrayed by someone I love.
My mother and brother when they don't talk to me.
Chickens.
Streets with hooligans on them.
Hooligans.
Mom dying.
Ashley dying.
Robert dying.
Avery dying.
Him dying.
Crying.
People seeing me cry.
People seeing me showing weakness.
Feeling un-needed.
Shrinks trying to analyze my lack of emotions other than amused.
Mormans.
And/or Religious fanatics.
Meth. Angel Dust.
Being stalked.
Being loved.
Being loved by someone I don't love back.
World hunger.
War.
Politics.
Being in love.
Being replaced by a pod person.
Being replaced.
Living with my mother.
Being alone for all eternity.
Panic attacks.
Being invisible.
His face when he's mad at me.
People walking away.

And most of all:

People figuring out that I'm nothing close to brave.
People knowing that life terrifies me.
People knowing that I put up a front.
People knowing about my gifts.
Worry itself.