Contradictions

Save me, anon
Any daughter of a king or a farmer's son
Just do it before dawn
Now I've just been hangin' here, many long days
now just because I don't feel pain,
Don't mean I don't feel pain.
Think I've gone insane-
somethin' wrong with my brain
goin' down the drain
I don't want your shining knight
I don't want your bright shining light
I don't want to fight
Just want to live my life
Who spilt my beer?
Flashed back to life
People looking at me with a leer
It's just life
I shake off the feeling
Look at the ceiling
It's the me that I let you know
I never show, I have my reasons that I tow
Gotta save myself, you know?