Lost Love

This darkness, it eats me
beats me,
defeats me
I've lost it all before I had it
grabbed it
held it
Staring at the ceiling, hating the pattern
Hating the way it taunts me
More scars than the rings around saturn
More scars than you can see
Scarred like me
My fears are over now,
for you see, they've all come true
but you know,
or, you won't- ever know it's because of you
You made me, hate me
hate you, love you
Can you see me now
It's all for you
You're hiding in the shadows, unintentionally, accidentally
You've forgotten me, killing my memory
And I you- for I can't remember you mentally
But my soul still remembers the feel of you physically
I'm sorry, oh
I'm sorry, no