Hello, Goodbye

God, don't look me in the eyes
Because you'll see right thru to my soul
You'll see how it's face is red from crying
And how it's riddled with a multitude of holes
I try, and I try, and I try
Your silence taunts my heartstrings
and gives me even more reason to cry
But I won't cry over this, or other things
I will, however, silently weep on the inside
I'm trying to tightly clutch onto a reason to keep going
And I'm trying desperately not to hide
But it's very hard after knowing
That I'm here by myself
Leave me alone, I'm lonely- alone, I'm lonely
Secret's out
I'm full of doubt